Alone with my thoughts

Alone with my thoughts

I wonder what ought.

I lie in my bed

And wish I was dead.

I toss and I turn

My memories yearn

For sunshine not rain

And no more of this pain.

Distant echoes descend 

Of my long lost friend.

Shared dreams and vision

Was our heavenly mission.

To dance at the ball

The thrill of it all.

To sidestep once more

And tango till dawn.

Your grace abounds

It brightens my frown.

You held me once more

When I opened the door.

You poured out the wine

We ate bread at mine.

Your love lasts forever

Even though I said never.

Alone with my thoughts

I wonder what ought.

I awake from my pain

And call out your name.

© Revdjo 30/6/13